Helpless When She Smiles

Back Street Boys! They are back with a new song. However I can't seem to get it from youtube yet. Maybe I'll have to get it from somewhere else. Honestly! I love this.

Helpless When She Smiles
Back Street Boys

She keeps the secrets in her eyes
She wraps the truth inside her lies
And just when I can't take what she's done to me
She comes to me
And leads me back to paradise

She's so hard to hold
But I can't let go

I'm a house of cards in a hurricane
A reckless ride in the pouring rain
She cuts me and the pain is all I wanna feel
She dances away just like a child
She drives me crazy, drives me wild
But I'm helpless when she smiles
(oh when she smiles.. she smiles..)

Maybe I'd find it if I could
(Maybe I'd find it if I could)
It hurts so bad, but feels so good
She opens up just like a rose to me
When she's close to me
Anything she asked me to, I would

It's out of control
But I can't let go

I'm a house of cards in a hurricane
A reckless ride in the pouring rain
She cuts me and the pain is all I wanna feel
She dances away just like a child
She drives me crazy, drives me wild
But I'm helpless when she smiles
(oh no.. when she smiles..)

When she looks at me
(When she looks at me)
I get so weak

I'm a house of cards in a hurricane
A reckless ride in the pouring rain
She cuts me and the pain is all I wanna feel
She dances away just like a child
She drives me crazy, drives me wild
But I'm helpless when she smiles
(oh when she smiles... when she smiles.. she smiles.....)

Not So Wealthy People Have Their Rights Too

Actually this thing is quite a shock to me when I hear this. I mean we cannot deprive the not so wealthy people right? OK. This thing happen when I was still working. For all those who know where I am working la. There is this person whose initial can actually turn into cibailang who is a cibailang to do such stupid thing. Story time.

OK. Since we are still students and we are busy doing our stuff to get ourselves into universities and the most popular thing is getting our certs CERTIFIED and applying for SCHOLARSHIPS. So all of us did the same thing by going to see people we need to see to get things done. However, this person shocked me most when I hear the news. One student came to this cibailang (C) and ask to certify the certs obviously. Guess what? C ask the student to fork out RM20 to buy some charity ticket. For all you know students don't usually carry that much money when they are doing this kinda things. So the student told C that he hasn't got enough money to pay. What to do? C ask him to go out and borrow some money before they can start talking. So what now? No money no talk? So the student came out and the 1st person he thought of is me and so he called me. The moment I hear this I got really pissed! I told him to get to him and tell him sternly that you have got no money and you need to get the thing done right away! So he did what I told him to do and he got the cert certified.

You see, after this thing, I told my mom about it. Mom is a teacher. She said that we shouldn't teach students to borrow money. We should be teaching students to spend within their means in stead of borrowing money to live a life way beyond their ability! We should instill good moral values in stead of asking them to borrow money. Mom later went on to talk about this to my aunt which is also a teacher. She too agreed that teachers are not suppose to teach students to borrow money from friends or whoever. No wonder now a days the Ah Long business is getting better and better. People are learning to borrow and run away in stead of earning their own money.

Now, here's the thing. This has been going for a long time already. People take for granted that RM10 or 20 is just a small amount that everyone can pay. So they just don't care whether the other party is actually loose enough to pay the money. This happened mostly to students especially when they come to party, outings and everything. You see, all this things need money. Let's just go by 1 day outing. After school go for lunch and a movie. If they know how to think then they will go to some cheap coffee shop for some rice and later use student card to pay for the movie ticket. However, now youngsters don't think like this. They will go to where? Chilli's? Dome? Nando's? Fish & Co? These shop will cost you more than RM30 for a proper meal. Of course not everyone can go there. But to some too kau friends, they insist that their friend must go with them to the places like those shops. Harlo! If you go there like once a month still can accept la! What I know is some people will be like going there every WEEK! Hey, an average student will have pocket money of like RM10 per day asking them to spend RM50 in one day every week. Don't you think is too much?

Think! We have to consider our friends financial status before we can plan anything. Yes, your parents can provide you all those things. You can change you mobile every week. WHO CARES! That is YOUR parents not THEIRS'. They cannot afford all these kinda things. They need to save for the rainy days also. Spending beyond their means will bring them trouble next time. So if you think that you are friends then think for you friends. They have their right to spend less too. Don't threaten them to what? Ending your friendship? Honestly, some idiots really trust you that without you as their friend their life have no meaning. They will do everything to click to you and your gang. So think!

PS. I still don't like the phrase NO MONEY NO TALK.

To Control Or Be Controlled?

This thing happened to my friends recently. A group of them went to Langkawi (if u have no idea where this thing is... please look at the map... it's a small island somewhere between Malaysia and Thailand) Right. Let's start of with some stories first. Anyway, this are all hear say.

The story chronology goes like this. This group of friends planned to go to Langkawi for a last gathering before we get to University. At first, there are only boys. They tried to pursuade the most unlikely to go person to go. I'll label him as tjc_23. Why did I say most unlikely? Because he had been ruled by this so call God BN. That's what they call her at least. Right, at first he had to potong my friends' stim because of BN. So they were like so few people meh? Ask more people to go la. So the finally invited some girls. 3 girls actually. However after all the arrangements tjc_23 suddenly got his permit to go with my friends. Well extra friends means extra fun. Obviously they did not reject him la. At the same time they also didn't tell him that the trip is no longer all boys trip. He went not knowing that there is a storm brewing. On the departing day, tjc_23 finally got to know the "secret". He decided to be honest and told BN about the trip not being all boys trip anymore. KABOOM!! The storm hit him like a hurricane. Both side started getting really sad. tjc_23 doesn't seem to be happy according to my source. On the other side, BN took revenge too. She started posting all nasty things about this group of friends of mine in her blog. Calling them names. Seriously, no one in this earth in their right mind will enjoy these names. Sorry her blog is now at ONLY INVITED FRIENDS. So all three party now started their war on blogger.com. Comments and posts were flying everywhere.

Sad isn't it? We have known each other for many years and now this kinda things happened and put their friendship on the edge. So why does this kinda thing happened? Well there are a few possibilities. Sorry... Due to course related syndrome, I like the words possibility and probability now. HAHAHAHA...

Ok... Here's my point. The discussion on whether to control or be controlled? There is this chinese idiom that says if you don't control, then you're being controlled. So why do we choose to be controlled in stead of be IN control? In this case, we are discussing whether to control our parter or be controlled by him or her. Well if the world is not square and nothing is equal as I said earlier, then I choose to be IN control. Why let someone drag your life? It is a torture if you ask me. Say you look at this friend of mine. He is suffering right? So do the right thing, be in control!

You might be thinking if everyone wants to be in control then who are those being controlled? Well here's the solution. In Malaysia, the parliament needs a 2/3 support to pass certain laws and so on. So we make it a bit simple we don't need 2/3. In stead, we go for majority which is 50.0000 (put in as many 0 as you like) 001% right? So most of the things we just need to compromise la. Don't go like Mr YES or Mrs YES. From Mr(s) Yes you will eventually turn to be Mr(s) Lame Shit. Don't you get it? You're lame because you don't dare to fight for you own right! Great men don't obey all the LAWS!!! Laws are meant to be broken. This is for the good of improvements!

At this moment, most of you will be thinking: what the hell is this person talking about? This is how I prove that I love her! Hee... Honestly, this is not a way to show her how much you love him or her! This is a way to doom yourselves! Think! How long can you go on like this? How many times can you tolerate her? How many times can you say YES? To what extend you can obey her senseless rules? Think! YOU CAN'T DO IT!!! These type of couple won't end up getting married! If they do, I dare to bet that they will ended up divorced or either or both of them cheat on each other. This will be the end of the love live.

Don't believe me? Try it yourself.

I will sign off for now. Another example for you next time.. Tataz

It's Just Too Bad You're Not A Boy!

Seriously... At first I don't have anything against being tom boy-ish or being sissy. However, this farking shit here, let's call HER T, is pissing me off to the limit. This is what happened.

Next week will be my last teaching week. The week after next i will be going to PJ and this girl which I call sweetheart will be going to KAMPAR to further our studies. So I am alone and she's with most of our friends. Don't feel sad for me yet, I am going there NEXT YEAR!!! Right back to the story. This thing is not about me but it happens to her!

As I say she is going to Kampar. Obviously she has to find a place to stay right? So she and her friend B went there and start hunting for some houses to rent. Finally they got it. The whole house which is not furnished cost them RM400 per month. So I think it's fair enough la. There are 3 rooms and 1 master bedroom. Now they found another 3 boys to come and stay with them. All of them are my schoolmates. The story will be getting interesting from here. This year, the 3 boys will be staying with me so that the rental of each person will be minimised. Then next year when her friends come the 3 boys will move out to my place because I am going there too. So for now they just stay there la.

Right problem starts whenever it comes to money. Earlier she was a bit like straight to tell people divide the rental equally. Then later I found out that she is sharing her room with this B in the master bedroom. The rest will be getting their own room. So I thought this is not fair for the ladies. Even my friends think that way too. Earlier they say RM80 for each person. Even my friends think it's not fair for those sharing rooms so we agreed on RM90 for single room and RM130 for the master bedroom. Fair right? Everyone agreed except this T! Mind you, she is not staying there yet. I also don't know what the fuss? Renting house and dividing room rates is always like this. Master bedroom more but they can share. Below are a replayed scene of what has happened.

YY (my sweetheart) : I think we have to count the rental again. 90 for single and Me and B share so we pay 130 la... 65 each.
B : .......
T : KENOT!!
YY : Why? I think this is fair ma, i have to share with B. So we pay less lo.
T : That is your problem. Who ask you to say that you're willing to share with her? So you pay EQUALLY also la.
YY : ....

So, you be the judge.

Second case. About sharing also. When you go there, definitely you will think of furnishing your house right? Buying all the stuff is a must! Fridge is also a must. So they plan to share 1 fridge lo. But that c**ai mia tomboy T start making noise again. She say she doesn't want to share with other people. She wants YY, B and herself to share 1 fridge. If that's the case, it is still ok. Buy once I hear this it just get me to my nerves!

T: Who ever using this fridge, when you put things inside even drinks also you must label your name there.

WTF? Who is going to steal your drink? A can of carbonated drink only cost you like 1.80 la. Steal. Who is so desperate? Lame shit. So finally, I told YY, just ignore her suggestion, if possible chase her out of the house. Staying with this type of people will only give you trouble.

So farking retard idea. I just called Pookyma and talked to him about this case. Pookyma is one of those going to stay with YY. To be honest, he agreed with me. Who's the fussy one making the noise now? Never go out of town before ar? In hokkien dialect there this phrase, AH GU CHUT SIA. 阿牛出城 in mandarin. Literally it means a cow go to city. Actually it means a person from village go to city which implies that the person is such a NOOB! He goes WOW at everything and making noise everywhere. Damn pissing me off.

Whatever la. Whenever I see her I will be so pissed and might just punch her right into her c**bai face.

Till then.
Sign off!

Sign on...
ps... quote for today.

If you want to be a tomboy, try behaving more like a boy. You just failed if you're as fussy and noisy like a girl!

sign off again.

Manchester United vs West Ham United

Tough fight is going against Manchester United and Chelsea Football Club this season. The Barclays Premiere League has come to the last 2 matches now. With MU and Chelsea leading the table with 81point each. MU seems to have the advantage on goal difference. Sad to say I am a Chelsea fan! Sorry MU fans... MU JUST NOT SO LUCKY THIS SEASON.
As usual the sparks between players, fans and managers will fly here and there this moment. Chelsea will be hoping that West Ham trash MU. But they did not. That's what I'm furious about. Usually, the competing clubs will try to give incentive to the club playing against their opponent so that they can clinch the title. So honestly, I won't be so upset if Newcastle wins on this Monday. I am sporting wan...
But for today's match of MU vs West Ham. I am not quite happy about it. It is not because of MU won but it is because of what the West Ham manager,Alan Curbishley, had said. That "funny" bastard said that,"attractive to watch and produced some thrilling football to match their results" and "It is the reason they [United] stand on the brink of winning the Championship [Premier League] for the 17th time, and the general feeling among most managers is that they would like to see them crowned again." So I have a feeling that they just let MU win so that MU can be crowned again. They just sold the game to MU. This should be a bribery! It's INJUSTICE! The Scotland Yard or whoever its in charge should fine them! Give them penalty! Strip off their title! Relegate West Ham!
What ever it is. GO CHELSEA!!! WE WILL WIN! Those CHEATER (MU) will fall and never rise again! We are the winner again!


Alan's quote can be seen here http://www.independent.co.uk/sport/football/premier-league/chelsea-anger-at-curbishley-fuels-the-feud-with-united-819618.html